Slackluster

You know, it's funny how much time I spend thinking about knitting at work and throughout the day. Then, when I get home, I waste so much time watching tv and doing nothing. There's so much I want to do...why am I not doing it?

One would think that after all these years of longing to be more disciplined and focussed in my life, I would have actually managed to make some kind of headway. Some part of me wants to try again like I did in college...with my lists and setting goals and such. I'm not sure that it made much/any difference, but I often felt productive back then, and that has to mean something.

I just think that if I bothered to put as much effort into knitting as I do into thinking about and planning for knitting, I would have more finished objects. And perhaps I would feel more of a sense of accomplishment. I guess I don't know where to draw the line in my time between slacking and doing the things I enjoy.